我曾想，不如今年十月前就别出门了。而我到底能自我封闭多久呢？！基于自己多动、且毫无耐心的特征，我是满怀好奇地问自己。似乎这是天意，老天带来的另一种挑战，让我在无尽地等待的日子中，又找到件既折磨自己，又能去平稳度过，并发现自己的方式。当然，这日子并不太好过，也一直未出方圆两公里。出门，大多是为了跑步，取快递不算，取快递都是大件，自行车扛，购物车推，有时候自己生抗。直到宝宝打电话中跟我说起去武夷山的念头。宝宝是要去找一个男人，破水。我是那时间正坐立不安在家歇了几天没画画，抓耳挠腮…武夷山，这对我诱惑有点大。便为自己找理由，7月21日动了身去武夷山。也因为……我要在7月21日做一件事，一个纠结多时的决定，坐火车时，可以度过这件事纠结过程，一个人静静行走千里。
I thought I might as well not go out before this October. And how long can I shut myself off? ! Given my hyperactive, impatient nature, I asked myself with curiosity.
It seemed like it was God's will, another challenge brought by God, to find a way to torture myself, to smooth it out, and to find another peaceful way to seeing myself in the days of endless waiting.
Of course, that was not easy days. And I been stay myself half years not going out.
Even I go out that was just 2km away, mostly for running circles, or take the deliverys.
Until the Baobao called me about the idea of going to Wu Yi Mountain. Baobao he is going to find a man name call "Po Shui". What a funny name "Po Shui". Means break the waters. He is artist in Wu Yi Mountain and tea maker.
I was fidgeting at home for a few days without drawing, scratching my head...
Wu Yi Mountain, this is a little too tempting for me. I am looked for reasons for myself.
July 21. Also because...... I want to do something on July 21st, a decision that I have been struggling with for a long time. When I take the train, I can go through the process of this matter on thousand KM quietly.
水很清，很甜。位于正岩的金井涧，此水正为此名。本取名为林泉山涧，倒也是差不多接近了。去深山取一洼泉水煮茶。正是大暑第二日，我们跟着破水往山里爬。浑身叫汗水浸湿了，又屡次“烘干”，身上跟产了湿盐似的，难受。我们取水处要位于上游些，午休时，除草工人正在泉水边休息，我只能往下游探索……我再去探水时，便看到了此洼水。迫不及待脱了鞋，想下水洗洗身上。这一坑，不深不浅，像是座天然浴场，半遮（有小悬崖挡着，半封闭），除草工人见不到这头。我赶紧将外衣裤脱下，往泉水里走了下去。怕有蛇。是的，武夷山有眼镜蛇和竹叶青，破水讲10次有两次要看见蛇的。前不久一条眼镜蛇追了他十几米。又说几年前在上山处一座明拱桥下溪水中游了一星期，而树上有条小青（竹叶青）变换作各类姿势陪了他一周。
这这这……说得我毛骨悚然。
我是仔仔细细观察了的，确定不见蛇的踪影，才敢下去玩。
等我再回家后，我发现一件有趣的事。
6月14日在画江南景时，也不知道为什么就将隔壁一幅画给涂了。涂了，没想法。涂了就忘记了，反正以后还是要涂掉的。
直到前日夜里从武夷山回来，心中构画了一幅景象的。
今日，我将画布搬上三楼，喝了口黄观音，才发现无意涂抹的和我要画的构图居然是一样的。
好生奇怪。
文：摘自《黑白世界》小说素材
作者：lilyma马莉
2020.7.30 莫莉工作室
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